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My solo Talk for English
To day I’m going to talk about what I hope for in the future. This will be part of my English solo talk.
Well I have a lot of hopes, like anybody I guess; Right now my hopes are to pass my exams. We take in March but to be ….. Oh screw this. I’m sick of this being so fake. It’s not even me. Truth is I don’t have many hopes because when I do get hope they get dashed to the ground like paper. And Like a ton of bricks reality comes falling hard on the ground. I mean what is the point in dreaming to get crushed like paper ready for the bin. That’s what I am, litter that every one forgets about after I’m gone in the bin then every so often like the news telling us to recycle and that everything can be re used I get remembered for that split second. Only in that split second am I important.. I don’t mean to be harsh but this is how I feel. I mean I know exactly what I like to be but like a black man in the 16 century I’m scared to voice my opinion incase I get punished or like a commoner In the old times of when kings and queens were seen to be chosen by god speak my mind. I’m not saying I will face such torture those poor dears did but what I’m saying is I feel as scared as they did when they were in those situations.
I know all the exams I want to take in to higher, like tease are them. I wish I didn’t have the grammar and spelling of a ten year old, so that I could take English into higher, wish I had the brain to take biology, wish I had the data in my head to go and pass info systems. Wish I had the ruthless’ and determination of nelson Mandela to take history to succeed in the future. I just think my exams will mean everything in the future. I don’t want to end up in the streets because I failed these tests, laugh. Does that seem stupid maybe it is but that’s how I feel? Then I’M LIKE how will you cope in the real world when you have to speak to people and I reply I don’t know. I have no clue. Do I come off weird? If I do I’m sorry. I don’t mean to come off like an alien or maybe my brain is acting as if it has a witch’s spell on it to make me feel so paranoid that it’s not even real…..
You know none this matters because the truth be when I think about it life could be a hell of a LOT worst.
I know it has been, but when I lie in my bed at night when no one can hear my thoughts and the part that still has faith kicks in and says Suzanne you can do it. You can do it, if you just try. At least you tried at least you tried, that’s all that matters and no test can ever take that away.
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Today, I’m going to talk to you about what I am hoping for in the future. This will be part of my English solo talk.
Well, I have a lot of hopes, just like anybody, I guess.
Right now, one of my hopes is to pass the exams. We take this in March but to be ….. Oh screw this! I’m sick of this being so fake. It’s not even me. The truth is, I don’t have any hopes because just when I am about to achieve them, they get dashed to the ground like paper. And like a ton of bricks, reality comes falling hard on me. I mean, what is the point of dreaming to get crushed like paper ready for the bin. That’s what I am: litter that every one forgets about after I’m tossed to the bin, then every so often like the news telling us to recycle and that everything can be reused I get remembered for that split second. Only in that split second am I important.. I don’t mean to be harsh but this is how I feel. I mean, I know exactly what I like to be. But I’m like a black person in the 16th century, scared to voice my opinions in case I get punished. I’m like a commoner in the old times chosen by God to speak my mind in front of kings and queens. I’m not saying I will face such torture those poor dears experienced but what I’m saying is I feel as scared as they did when they were in those situations.
I know all the exams I want to take in to higher, like tease are them. I wish I didn’t have the grammar and spelling of a ten year old, so that I could take English into higher, wish I had the brain to take biology, wish I had the data in my head to go and pass info systems. Wish I had the ruthlessness and determination of Nelson Mandela to take history to succeed in the future. I just think my exams will mean everything in the future. I don’t want to end up in the streets because I failed these tests, laugh. Does that seem stupid? Maybe it is, but that’s how I feel. Then I’M LIKE, how will you cope in the real world when you have to speak to people and say “I don’t know. I have no clue.”? Do I come off weird? If I do, I’m sorry. I don’t mean to come off like an alien or maybe my brain is acting as if it has a witch’s spell on it to make me feel so paranoid that it’s not even real…..
You know none this matters because the truth is, when I think about it, life could be a hell of a LOT worse.
I know it has been, but when I lie in my bed at night when no one can hear my thoughts, there’s this part of me that still has faith kicking in and saying “Suzanne, you can do it. You can do it, if you just try. At least you tried, at least you tried, that’s all that matters and no test can ever take that away.”
